Proverb 9:7-9 which I didn’t know as I am also from the conceited people as I am also a Chin myself.
Sometimes Our Father may comment, is it true that you are persecuted? I observed that you were OK last year at the St Vincent De Paul (SVDP)’s dinner for you? But I would need to explain further as follows how it would be safe or otherwise?
First, last year I was a blur and went according to the time specified and more than half an hour earlier to the venue. I was told to arrange all the tables and chairs. I helped set up everything, including the dirty job of moving heavy wooden tables top which is very sharp on its surface with rough edges which may cut into my finger if not careful.This time, on Sunday, 9th Dec, I was at home and decided to watch the video of James Blunt’s Chasing Time: the bedlam sessions just before I left for the dinner in Church. However, since I first bought James Blunt’s DVD in Sept I only have time to listen today. I was very much depressed as I watch his DVD recorded in BBC. All were sad songs except “You’re Beautiful” as this is the reason that I bought his CD as I take it as a compliment. I cried and cried as tears drip down my chic as it was truly sad and thus when I am done with listening to the whole of the DVD, it was already 4:50pm while the dinner is at 5pm.
I reached the St Ignatius church (SIC) at around 5:15pm. When I enter the B1 car park lift, I saw a family of Chin with a older member with his wrist bandaged, but I don’t want to see if it is right or left because it just showed that the doctor also play a part to bandage to show off to me. Because in my past experience, usually if they told you there is no risk, it mean a lie, i.e. More risk is awaiting for my downfall. Let’s see what follows next. Then I went up the lift to the 2nd floor and went in to the toilet before I proceed to the Attic level for the St Ignatius hall and truly everything was already set up. Even though I felt that last year, the poor like myself is even worst off than the poor as I need to work for my only yearly meal whilst the rest of the poor just came and eat. That is what I meant to be chin torture. Also to further complicate things, sometimes despite the fact that you were tortured, if you still display smartness, you will also suffer poisoning and aches and pains, etc.
So I waited at the door for to be guided to be seated. The Chin, Mrs B asked me to sit with one very decent looking in her 60’s nun who is with her brother who was an invited guest at the dinner. I said this is because on Tues or so, I was with another Chin single female in her 50’s to the St Teresa home to visit her nun friend, who look like a triad woman in her 40’s or so. Thus I was not thinking but had to close my eyes as I could not be bothered as I have to recover from my tears in my watching of the DVD. But obviously the very decent looking old chin man of the nun and herself would be offended by my attitude. Also I already in love with someone even I have not been through the married ceremony.
Then it has the arrival of all the guests from the various different homes who is under the care of the SVDP of SIC. Then as a healthy and enthusiastic person, I stand up from my meditation and greeted all the non-chin & 1 Mal guests which kisses on the chic of all except the Mal guests on the right side of the hall. Upon my return, I saw that one Chin guest in his 70’s who approx. 170cm with a very ragged look occupied my seat. (Thus the brother of the nun no longer wish to sit with me.)
Then the magic show began and when it needed a volunteer, one of the old folks from my table was presented to the Indian magician, thus I am in the company of the ‘able ones’ of the poor. But the magician had selected a Mal youth for his act instead of the one from my table presented to him by the organiser, who is also a chin.
Then the dinner started, with the first dish as the cold dish with assortment of meat and seafood platters was delivered up to the table. Without thinking, I saw the food and started to dip in after everybody had started. This time the meat ball(pork) was facing me and I took one piece too even though I am not a pork person. But then I observed that all the chin in my table said they had already eaten a lot in the afternoon and excuse themselves for not wanting to eat. Then the nun Teresa asked, ‘Pauline, eat.” So I ate another piece of deep fried pork meat ball wrapped in bean curd skin. (later I shall explain further).
Next, the soup came and immediately, Sis Teresa stand up to serve the table and obviously, I got the last bowl and less in everything. Anyway Chin food was full of MSG, I think. Then followed by steam Fish, my neighbour, Mr Baey is the one who serve our table and he acted with first waiving the tail of the fish in my position and then Sis moved it to serve again. Of course, I waited for everybody and I took it myself, while the others always often say, ‘Not for me or I had eaten a lot already’. Then Sis Teresa asked me to eat the fish head, as I know how to but reluctant because it had very little meat anyway but then it will be a waste so I just obliged to eat it. Actually the Chin also have a lie that those who are smart know how to eat the fish head. So I think positively in accordance to the culture by eating the fish head. Then while I was still having the fish head, the next dish came, this time it was sweet & sour pork. Sis T immediately distributed to all around the table and I got the last ones left on the plate, there were three pieces of them. Sis T said, ‘Pauline, take the meat.’ So I took in 2 pieces, one big which shape like the pig tail and another flat piece and left one smaller piece on the plat. As I reluctantly swallow the smaller one and the holy spirit tell me not to eat the bigger one which shape like the curl with a middle tail protruding out piece. I sudden realised that the reason that so many Ca priests had died because there are so many such evil dominating so called, ‘faked religious people taking care of them’. Then followed by the Chinese dried mushroom with green veggie. I saw that Sis stopped to distribute the dish, because they must be surprise or upset that I had not eaten the piece they intended for me. So I was the first one to take one piece of the mushroom (medium) with green veggie. It was not my normal act as I always took the biggest mushroom from the buffet dishes and ‘this world’ knew it. Then I am the last one to distribute the dessert for everyone.
True enough, in fact the poison were at least 3 types but I got only one of them as after the meal at Bingo session, I felt the growth on my anus active and my left breast was swollen a bit too.
Then the Bingo, they knew every number that I had, then this year the Mal did not collect too much of the money as they were quieter. I shall continue to blog later as I need a break.
True enough, after Sis T had distributed to all around the table, it left with the biggest mushroom and another next to it. Also on another occasion, I discovered that the chin chef were so good that they even knew how to poison a portion of the cake if they wanted to. As it was true, despite so many people with just enough 10 portions of food, the female guest next to me had refused to eat but say, ‘I don’t want to eat I am very full’ So that I would automatically eat it, thus the craftiness of the collaboration of the damned, irrespective of their looks.
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